Let my tongue stick to the roof of my mouth, if I do not remember you, if I do not set Jerusalem above my highest joy!

Psalm 137:6 ESV

There are times when we feel alone as if God has sent us into exile, like the Israelites felt when exiled to Babylon for seventy years. The pain can be excruciating. Questions may arise that may lead to denial of the reality of our situation. We often cry when we recall our familiar, comfortable, and safe place where we felt God’s presence.

The Israelites’ exile from Jerusalem to Babylon meant loss—loss of dignity, loss of hope, loss of comfort. They were tormented and unwelcomed as foreigners, distraught, brought low, and hopeless. The honest emotions portrayed by the psalmist in Psalm 137 are unfiltered as confusion and discomfort. He suffered sincere and authentic grief, but grief was not his identity.

My darkest days have been some of my best. I would not have chosen them, but I am thankful. God’s presence was most felt and confirmed when I cried out to Him. He held me through the painful days, months, and years. Nothing made sense, but I experienced His provision, care, and peace. Then, I could see more clearly that the person who wounded me the most also positively influenced me most in my walk with Christ.

When will it end? When can I return “home?” When will things be normal again? Friend, have you thought about and asked these questions?

Remember what God has done for you in the past—then thank Him. Consider listing His good deeds and writing prayers of thanksgiving to the One who remains close. Read your Bible for direction and hope as you take the next step of faith. The victory has already been won. Will you accept it and walk in it while waiting for deliverance?

He remembered us in our low estate, for his steadfast love endures forever; (Psalm 136:23 ESV).

Lord, may I never forget You! 

Karen Sims